Oh how I loved when you said to call in the soul self & it immediately lights up! How did I miss that the first time? Thank you!

I just had an epiphany of sorts. I was born sensitive. I was wondering why I always want to please people. When I was little my big brother used to punch me in my arm. I would cry & wail cause it hurt, my arm & my feelings. Then my dad would yell at my brother so loud & mean that I would start crying again because it hurt me to see my brother being yelled at. I would try so hard not to do anything wrong so my brother would not get yelled at. In grade school same thing. I tried so hard to do the right thing to please my teachers so I wouldn’t get yelled. I was always trying to please so I wouldn’t feel the hurt & cry or to see someone else yelled out on my account. Everyone just please everybody get along I can’t take the vibrations I feel in my body. I even sense what people are feeling. It’s hard to put into words. I just feel it. So it’s really important that I stay in neutral, in Observer & ask Spirit to come in, use me as an instrument to decipher the cards. I have been reviewing all the videos & it’s amazing how much the information comes alive again so I can get back on course. Thank you!!!